Tuesday, June 3, 2008, 2:58 AM

Hi ppl!!! Really feel like going back to singapore!Supposed to return on june 1 but sadly my grandpa in taiwan ended up in ICU. just now went to the hospital to visit him. i saw him lie there then his feet and hands were tied up. because when he wake up he is very agitated cause he want to talk but he coild not he want to get up thus he will try to pull off the tubes connected to the machines. when i saw him i was so damn sad lah. like two days ago he was perfectly fine.and now he lie on the bed so weak. i saw two huge tube connected to him. dunno wad insert the tubes through his mouth. my aunt ask me not to cry before i enter the ICU but once i saw him i feel like crying. very xin tong. then the tears just roll down.i dunno how to say the tears like just roll down automatically. seriously i hope my grandpa get well soon. is so damn sad to see him like that.
And i am really glad that i have such great friends like daphne darren and calvin. Thanks for the encouragement. Btw my mum WANT me to work during holidays. Somehow happy about this but i will still need to manage my time between co and the working time.
Just read darren and daphne's blog read the entries when they went blading. gahhh feel like joining them too. Hope i can be back as soon as possible.
This trip de beggining is very fun and relax but now it end up so stressful. I am worried about co de training and homework stuffs. CO i not sure whether i could catch up i know i gonna get scoldings from my cello teacher cause i cfm is the worst performance among them bah. And she is those type like dun care whether how many practices you miss but when you play you must be the same standard as everyone. and and and MY ATTENDANCE i think i go back Lei mee gonna scold me like abcdefg. gonna say loads of crap and stuffs. i dun think i can reach 75% sianz. Damn lah so fucking stress. and results!! my report book i dun even know wad is my result i doubt it is sastifying.
WA LAO FINE LOR EVERYTHING LIKE THAT SIANZ GOOD LOR ALSO CANNOT GET BACK TO SINGAPORE. I am so worried that i will be missing out so much with the clique then by the time i return to singapore i cannot chat with them because i have no link alr. AND NOW IS MY TURN TO SUBSCRIBE.haha
k lah nights ppl take care and cheer up to whoever there is feeling down. Miss you all loads. T-T




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